kedi's blog

안녕 ! That is the Korean for 'hello', by the way. Annyeong . Today, we talk about my current cure for my latest post, depression. Yes, I think I am depressed. Feeling anxious every time I am awake? Heck, that's definitely one of the signs of depression. But, worry no more, for I now know what to do every time the urge to disappear from the face of the earth occurs inside! Introducing, K-Pop! My lovely friend name 'K-Pop' here is super calming. Fairly charming, too, I might add. He dresses up all the time, it freshens my sightings. His voice is calming, it tingles my hearings. His dance is powerful, it brings energy. Many people think that 'K-Pop' isn't a good of a friend. He dresses up, so he's gay. He sings, so he's noisy. He dances, so he's messy. Huh. All and all, he sounds just fine for me, and I might be having a meet-up with him sometimes next year. And also cats. I like cats.

While patting myself on my own back for my effort regaining memories about this account, I found these paragraphs I wrote sometime last year about being depressed, because of my thesis. I got to say, I did love writing. Why did I ever stop? So here the memory goes: Sometimes, I think, it is okay to feel bad about yourself. Setelah beberapa kali menghancurkan suasana, kepercayaan, dan mood  orang, I think then, and only then, you can call yourself a mess. A massacre. Somewhat days ago, gue pindah ke tempat baru. Lebih nyaman. Lebih memadai. Gue bersyukur, selama beberapa hari. I feel like a new person, having a new life. Waking up earlier, feeling great about myself while the sun rays shine through my window. And my skin just absorbs it. It felt great. It felt amazing. Also this grey cable attached to my laptop brings the world's number one primary needs right now, internet. That "good" feeling only lasted a few days since my moving. Here I am now. Feelin